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busy Not really, I mean, that's the Air Force and I would never do that. By the way - this is a test - it is only a test - and it is only for some people. What the heck am I supposed to think in response to this conversational exchange?
Him: So he told you I'm thinking about the Air Force again?
Me: No. I can't marry a man in the Air Force - you should join the Army.
Him: I don't want to join the Army.
So what do we think about that?
Ok so the male mind probably sees nothing wrong with this. The female mind on the other hand (at least my female mind) sits here and goes. He addressed the Army part and said nothing about the marry part. Does that mean he just doesn't want to address it at all, or that it's so not an issue he didn't think to address it, or he didn't think I was serious (I don't know if I was or not) and so didn't address it, or it might still be a possiblity, but he's not sure so he didn't address it... I just don't know! It bothered me for about ten minutes after he left, but then I got back to thinking about other things and then it didn't pop back into my head until I said Wild Blue Yonder (and I don't know why I said that!) So now it'll bother me for a while longer.
Hold on - Computer issues. I'll be back to finish this in a minute.
Ok - back - I hate my computer and wish it would die and go to Hades (no, don't quit on me, I didn't mean it!) [except I did]
So yeah - marriage and the air force are currently bothering me.
But on to the real reason for this post. It's raining - again, still - however you want to look at it. I'm tired of rain. It has not been a good summer (emotionally or physically) and the rain hasn't helped at all. But I am in my new apartment - all mine! Well mostly. I have some stuff still at the house that I couldn't get out Saturday afternoon or yesterday afternoon cause - that's right, it was raining. I don't mean little drizzle where it would be a pain but okay to move stuff, I mean complete and totally downpour, you have to go to the bathroom all the time cause of the sound, my truck got stuck in the mud of my (old - yay no more of that) gravel driveway, rain.
But it's still exciting and I'm happy. If it'll ever stop raining it's like one truckload of stuff left to take and then I can be totally settled. Of course I've come to the conclusion now that I don't have enough artwork. I have way too many blank walls. I might have to print out some stuff to color for a short term solution since I can't afford to buy things but the white (well it's actually more of a cream) is starting to close in on me after only two days.
But I'm feeling kinda lost and confused and drifting because of it. Mom will be up on Saturday with one of her friends and so everything has to be in place by then, but I have no motivation and this blasted rain means I can't get stuff over! Including my dining room table and entertainment center which kinda take up a lot of space and affect the rest of the placement and unpacking! Grr - arrgg as my brother and my friend cris and I say. Well, I should probably be working, but I have to go to the bathroom first thanks to this blasted rain!
August 8 2005, 10:37:06 UTC 6 years ago
not fun, all that raining. I know too much rain can depress the heck out of me, and it's certainly no fun to move in and have to work around. but, yay! you got an apartment! that's totally awesome. where is it? details, please.
you should definitely make stuff to cover your walls. blank walls are no fun. if nothing else, for now you could bring some of your posters to cover walls. or you could buy cheap posters of artwork if those exist...yeah, maybe they don't since most places like walmart that sell them rolled up don't have any artsy ones. allas, you can still make stuff, like color stuff and maybe make some cross-stitch stuff.
I hope it slacks off in the raining department. and I hope things get better. one thing I've learned about guys, is that you can't make them say or do or feel the things you want them to even by just hinting at it (except in those rare cases where it actually works, but those are few and far between and it's not worth the bargain, b/c if it back-fires, it REALLY back-fires).
good luck with everything. love you.
August 8 2005, 12:38:06 UTC 6 years ago
Yeah I've been looking on allposters and art.com, for nice stuff that I'd want to keep for awhile, but while they're reasonably priced then I have to get frames - and that's expensive... so... quotes galore again, just like the dorm. I'll keep them restricted to my room though and put the nice art that I do have in the outside parts of the house so it'll look halfway grown up and classy.
August 8 2005, 15:24:59 UTC 6 years ago
at least quotes can be fun:)